Urgh I hate eating!

Ok so far so good! Work up this morning to find out I'd only lost 0.8lbs...was really gutted! I want to lost AT THE VERY LEAST 1 pound per day...but a few hours later guess what! I came on my period haha, I don't think I've ever been so happy to be on before. Soooo even with being all bloated and horrible I am losing weight! Oh I can just taste being thin! All I've had so far (says I who feels stuffed and uncomfortable) is a stirfry with cod (126cal) and a skinny cow choc drink (37cal) don't know how I'm going to make the rest up. Really don't want to eat anymore, finding it harder and harder to eat, but I'm doing it only to stick to the abc diet, sigh. Showed my bf today pics of what I want to look like, he said one looked ill lol. I said she's no different to a pornstar you showed me yesterday, he laughed and agreed! So ribcage here I come!!!!

Oh yeah, in a little while I'm off to the gym, and to go to my new running club. Hope it all goes well. Managed to do a few crunches last night!! Whoo hoo! Want to do some every night now. Hope my lovely Steph is having a good day.

My mantra for the day is :I will be thin, I will be slim, I will be beautiful!

UPDATE
WOW I'm mega chuffed! Ok was totally crap at running club, I turned away and ran back to the gym lol, after 5 mins!!! BUT I realized how unfit I was, and Ana told me off. So when I got back to the gym I worked harder than ever before! The trainer ran back to find me sweating my arse off on the elliptical, she dragged me off running just the two of us. I came back and worked out even more! 2 Hrs and guess what lovelies! I BURNED 750CAL! Far more than usual! I ate a weight watchers pud of 160 cals (threw a bit away too!) so I'm basically spot on for my 300cal today.

In all honesty, life right now couldn't be better. So long as my Steph is ok, I'm over the moon!
Keep strong beautiful people!