I am not anorexic or bulimic, I want to make that perfectly clear. I have EDNOS (eating disorder not otherwise specified, I may be Pro ana, and know her well but I am not anorexic, I think that's plain to see by how fat I am!

Friday 8 October 2010

Lasted 90hrs

til I stuffed my face as usual! Awoke at the grand weight of 184.8...now I'm going to bed i'm 186.8...2lbs heavier! Urgh, i hope I lose a pound tonight! Wish I could go without food forever. I can't bear to write anymore, I've gone from being ecstatic to miserable. Hopefully I will have better news tomorrow