Urgh I just had a massive binge, I feel so fat, heavy and disgusting, I can't even purge cause my parents are up, and my mum has heard me twice this past week already. No wonder I'm such a fatty, I can't even stick to my soup. I am so ashamed and disgusted with myself, how am I expected to lose weight when I eat, toast, pizza, toffee pudding, biscuit...
Arghh, it all adds up to about 1100cal :(
I'm so nasty, I'm so sorry. Why do I do this, food is the enemy, it NEVER makes you feel better, only worse...and yet there I go sneaking food into my fat gut. I'm just going to cry myself to sleep tonight and pray to god i don't gain much!
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